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Name: Shahrul
I'm 16
Entered This World On 25/05/1993
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Ernie Ball Sterling 5 Bass
Marshall Amps
Distortion Pedals
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A Lot Money
A Motherf**king Job!!
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Friday, June 26, 2009

Hey guys. Now for the good part of yesterday. Went to see Transformers 2 and it was good. Shia LaBeouf is one lucky guy to be running in slow motion with Megan Fox. I bet most of the guys were drooling at that part. Overall the movie was great.

To Epul :

If Megan Fox is a guy. Then this guy a woman 


If you don't know who he is, he is Chris Crocker, the guy who made the ' Leave Britney Alone ' video..



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1958 - 2009

Hey guys. Yesterday a legend died. Micheal jackson was a great man. Without him, Usher, Chris Brown and Justin Timberlake would not have become great musicians. Although I'm not a big fan, I wish his family well. I can see a lot of people are saddened by his passing. He will be truly missed. Rest In Peace...



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Sunday, June 21, 2009


Hey,hey,hey!!!!! I'm back from a hectic few days. Nothing interesting really happened. I been busy finishing up on H.O.M.E.W.O.R.K!!!!!!! That is a word every teenager would never want to hear.. Saying the word makes me wanna puke!!! So today nothing much had been planned.. Playing Fifa 09 with DaniBoi later and maybe catch a soccer game at Woodlands Stadium. Woodland Wellington or Albirex????  ALBIREX FTW!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to catch Transformer 2 with the guys on Friday. Man!!! Megan Fox is so HOT!!!!!!!!!!!



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Saturday, June 20, 2009



Aloha people of the internet. I'm back after a busy few days. Nothing much happened yesterday. After prayers we all played soccer. After that went for dinner at KFC. Two Piece OWNS!!! Just received a text from Munir telling me that Mcdonalds Sun Plaza has opening. Maybe I will apply for a job there.. Most likely work on weekends. If I get paid I can buy a new guitar. Or maybe a bass guitar??? I want to get the bass like the picture above. I F**KING WANT A ERNIE BALL STERLING 5 BASS GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Max Green of Escape The Fate uses this bass.. Hoping I can save enough money for this *fingers crossed*. Well that's it.. SEE YA!!!!



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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Hey people!!! Nothing much happen just now. Went studying with Luqman and Syahmi.. Ate Ananas Nasi Lemak Set A.. Finally went to the library.. For the past two days I got this song stuck in my head!!! Its Predictable by Good Charlotte.. Not a big fan of GC but this song is addictive.. Especially if you feel heartbroken.. Well enjoy!!!

Good Charlotte - Predictable

Something isn't right 
I can feel it again, feel it again 
This isn't the first time 
That you left me waiting 
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why 
I let you in 

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong) 
So you don't have to call 
Or say anything at all 
So predictable (so predictable) 

So take your empty words
Your broken promises
And all the time you stole
Cause I am done with this
I could give it away, give it away
I'm doing everything I should of
And now I'm making a change
I'm living today
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything

I knew it all along
You're so predictable 
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong) 
So you don't have to call 
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go 
everyone i meet 
Every time I try to fall in love 
They all want to know why I'm so broken?
Why am I so cold?
Why I'm so hard inside?
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know 
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting 
I've been searching 
I've been hoping 
I've been dreaming you would come back 
But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back 
Never..never..never..[echo].....

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong) 
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go 
for the rest of my life
Everyone I love(so predictable)
Everyone I care about
They all wanna know what's wrong with me
i know what it is(so predictable) and I'm ending this right NOW



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10:40 PM


Monday, June 15, 2009







This man above is Ronnie Radke.Former lead singer of Escape The Fate and currently in the band called Falling In Reverse (formerly known as From Behind These Walls).I dedicate this post today for him.He's currently in a conservation centre.He was from prison.I'm not sure what he did.Hopes to get out soon.If the parole goes well he might be out on August..WOHOOO!!!! But on parole only.. :( Butmost likely he will be a free man by December!!!!! WOOTS!!!!

Check out and support his new band Falling In Reverse!!!

http://www.myspace.com/fallinginreversemusic


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Friday, June 12, 2009

Hey people of the world wide web..Finally I'm gonna post our new song...Hope you guys enjoy and let me know about what you think...

For You By Me and Danny..

I don't know why I feel this way.

I thought my love for you had fade away.

Now I know..

I miss you..


Why am I too blind to see?

You were right there in font of me.

How could I be so stupid and blind??


I enjoy every second with you

and now I'm missing it.

Just give a second.

And I'll enjoy it for a bit..


Chorus

I thought my love for you was gone.

But I was so wrong.

That's why I'm sitting here alone.

Singing this song.

Because this song I sing for you.

Hoping you can hear it.

How I wish I could be with you.

So I could sing it.

For You.


People tell me I had no chance.

To be with you.

So why should I even care.

I know that I love you.


People can say whatever they want.

But their words won't bring me down.

Even if the words would hurt.

I still won't frown.


Repeat Chorus


How I wish to turn back time.

To be with you.

I'll try to make you mine.

By saying 'I Love You".


Repeat Chorus Twice.


End...


Hope you like it..To the girl I dedicate this song,I miss you... :)


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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Too tired for a long update..Maybe tommorow or the nextday I'll give you a proper update..I will officially post a new song by me and danny...so look out for it..


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Sunday, June 7, 2009

Hey people of the internet..Well yesterday I had nothing much to do..Went to Gaint at SSC with my parents..Went there to buy new pants and go buy the things needed to make lasagna..MMMM YUM!!!..Then went to meet Danny,Wanee and the Sec 3 guys to play Sepak Takraw (which I really really suck in)..Then we lepaked until around 9..I went home because My dad wanted me home... :( ..Did not follow the guys to Admiralty Park near Republic Poly..What a loss..Spent the next 2 hours trying to write a song..All I have is 2 verses and a chorus..Damn you Writer's Block..Well that's it..Maybe meeting Danny later for guitar sessions..


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Saturday, June 6, 2009



Hey guys..I'm back for the second post for today..I just listened to this new band called Hollywood Undead..Their songs are f**king cool..They are a rap rock band which means the singer raps to the songs..I'm a not really a fan of hip hop but Hollywood Undead has really catchy songs..My fav right now is 'Young'..Check them out..

http://www.myspace.com/hollywoodundead



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Friday, June 5, 2009

Hey peeps..Had fun yesterday..Went to science remedial..It was a total bore..That's 3 hours of my life wasted in the AVA room doing nothing..I mean 3 hours is a long time..I could stay at home and play my FIFA 09 manager mode but noOOO I went for the damn remedial...But on a good note..Played soccer after prayers..Scored a goal with the help of Danny of course..At night went riding with Danny,Firdaus and Munir..Went to Admiralty Park near Republic Poly..We went to cycle on the nature walk path..It was dark and the place was so surronded by trees..*goosebumps*..Then we went to an area near the Woodlands Checkpoint..The place was filled with cars heading back to Singapore..We also saw that Johor was not that far away and talked about how Mas Selamat swan across..On the way home Danny's chain began giving him problems..We also went down the Woodlands version of 'Spectrum' which was located at the old Woodlands area..Me and Danny went to Standard Value to look at the guitar we wanted

IT WAS F**KING COOL...We wanted to buy the Epiphone Les Paul Special 2..Costs around $280..*insert sad face here*..In order for us to get that.. We NEED A JOB!!!!!!.We also wanted too get the Epiphone Les Paul Standard..Which Costs $720..  :'(

Well that's all...



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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Hey guys..You'll never believe what happened yesterday..My dear friend Nizam fell down at 'Spectrum'..Luckily his injuries were not so serious..Unfortunately his bike was f**ked up!!..Altogether roughly around $150 to repair his bike...*heart pain*..Well Nizam I hope you get well soon..Sorry about the bike..*insert sad face here*..Currently playing Fifa 09 Manager Mode On Firdaus's PSP..Tottenham FTW!!!!!


P.S

Thanks for borrowing me your air horn!!! :)


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Monday, June 1, 2009

Hey what's up..This is the second post today..Damn this June holidays really seems like a bore..But it is still soon to judge..I was so bored that I spent 30 minutes writing this demo song..Hope you enjoy it..This contains just 1 verse,pre-chorus and the chorus..

Away by ME!!


I love it when you smile.
Inside it drives me wild.
That's why I love you so.

Even though you're not a star.
You would'nt change the way you are.
That's why I love you so.


Please tell me that you love me .
Coz deep inside its killing me.


Chorus
Baby,I love the way you are.
You're brighter than a thousand stars

Baby,you know that I love you so.
Please tell me that you won't go.
Away....
Away....
Away....
Please tell me that you won't go

Away..


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